To Love And Be Loved

its been a LONG LONG time..and IM BACK!!!

2006-09-02T02:00:00.000-07:00

WOW..i can see the last time i blogged was 15th Feb..its like half a year ago?During this half a year..many many many things happened..things that has an impact in life..Now my semester has ended..JUS ENDED and another new beginning has jus started..this is the second time im writing this becos the first time some smart alec like me! click check spelling and the page refreshed.Well, now i feel lyk bloggin in a more MO SHUI way..HAHA

Jus with a turn of an eye, my semester has ended with a beautiful full stop i hoped. Time flies and doesnt wait for anyone. So i cant jus sit back for any moment now. Hopefully, my distinction-scoring instinct will finally put the ball back in the net for ONCE IN MY POLY LIFE!!! On the other hand, Alvin has returned from OPP..its been a long while since he went. Misses and misses but definitely a mole hill compared to his family and gf misses.. Yes hes back!And ltr we are going to haf our long awaited dinner bash out at bugis steamboat. Many wonder where the hack izzit.Well only amazivian knows the way!And its his house ltr!wahahaha! Now lets touch on our new beginning...The moment of anxiety in our face as we awaited IMPATIENTLY (LOL) for our IPP results. Indeed the lecturers did make a boring and lame speech as the sound of heartbeat filled the lecture hall like a sound system with bass tubes!HAHA..The moment of truth has arrived.Names are being called one by one as we march off to meet our Liason Officer to get to the bottom of it..As usual..this is HUMAN NATURE..questions start to fly through the air..WATS YOUR PAY! lucky im not the lowest if not i have to dig a hole and hide inside before the majestic laughters fill sound through the air. ..hahaa..kk..i shall stop here abt my school stuffs for now..the WIND is gettin bigger..
Now abt my outside school stuffs..hmm where shall i start..After much considerations..i do not know where to start.haha..
well as all of us know..world cup has ended and epl has started..i need some capital to do some short term investments with high interest rates..haha..i shall not touch on how to do that coz is M18..hmm..i got nth much to share abt this yet..haha..well..i got so many things i wan to do now..play soccer!play pool!shopping spree!excerise more!many many things to do!but im startin attachment nxt monday :(

I tink i shall put a pen to it..Its getting late and i haf a date with anders to gym..
I miss hongfang.Its been 9mths+ alr..Thanks for everything :) Love!
NOTE: I suddenly remember my birthday is due in two weeks! Overdued presents will haf a fine.HAHA..joking :P

*today's blog is due a promise :)

I open my eyes
I try to see but I'm blinded by the white light
I can't remember how
I can't remember why I'm lying here tonight
And I can't stand the pain
And I can't make it go away
No I can't stand the pain

bored!!

2006-02-15T23:38:00.000-08:00

im back..pretty much bored tts y i came to blog..many many things happened..dear dear Os results is out..hope she goes into her course tt she wans..den v-day jus passed yday..sweet day=)) and today..her last day of work..
lets tok abt v-day first..

tada!dun mistaken..its not wat she gave mi..its wat i gave her..nice mah??=))

thanks dear dear...still haven open yet=P

we went to swensens(Plaza Sing) to eat..we both at a main course and we shared a regular earthquake..wow..alot alot..finished abt 90% of it..den we went walk walk shopping..wanted to watch movie but no time..well..watch it another day wen dear is free ba..ty dear for a wonderful v -day

Next, wld b dear dear finally finished e whole fair le..no more going to work..mayb for e time being..so happy..thot i wld b meetin her tml..since i haf no school..but jus now she called mi tellin mi she is nt gg home tonite..hmm..den i guess she will b slpin at home tml ba..den i didnt ask her abt meetin her le..bit bit sad..nvm..as long as she is happy and she enjoy herself out there..jus take care of urself ya?say i wont worry is bluff one..haha..

anyway..exams are coming..gotta start studyin soon..real soon..1 week more to 22nd!!love!

2006-02-02T23:47:00.000-08:00

its been quite awhile since i had last blogged. my dear had been nagging at me to do so. she is dying to know what i want to say.kpo right!

alamak!i cannot wait for dear to end her work which ends on the 15th feb. few more weeks. i must tahan till then. then i can shop with her and pei her everyday already. hoho. dear bought a new wallet from guess and a shirt from roxy. quite a few days ago,she was having stomache.i was very gan chiong. next day i went to meet her..she was fine already lo!doesnt look like she is sick at all..ops! right. sent dear to work this morning..she wanted to sleep somemore when i reached..but i keep disturbing her..sorry ah.. she also asked me to go and buy bra with her. good la! made me malu only. bla!

cant wait for the 22nd. =))

LOVE!

finally..got some time to blog..

2006-01-12T20:43:00.000-08:00

recently..been sendin dear to work..pei-ing her for lunches/dinners..everything worthwhile seeing her smile=)))lets tok abt some major happenings..saw some v nice clothings tt i lyk to haf to cny..but den..$$$ no enuff..haha..one of e thing i saw was e adidas jacket..yi jian zhong qing somemore..
nice mah?nice mah?

theres is another one..e red color portion in gold one..haha..anw..simply love it..haha..

oh another major thing tt happened was dear move hse le..moved to Phoenix..(for those tt dunno..its near bukit panjang..)..went to her new hse..hmm.living room big..haha.anw..heard something so nice to hear..her family bought a new dining table..wif 6 chairs..den her mummy say..one for father..one for her..one for her bro..one for her sis..one for her..last one for MI!haha..sweet!kkaes..gtg le.oh ya..almost forget!wl n dice r tgt..haha..wl ah wl..y scared to tell mi n vian..haha..our frenship wont b affected by external factors!!!tts applies to all my e4ians!CYA!u haf my blessings liang!

!!!!

2006-01-06T23:30:00.000-08:00

got so much things to say..but decided not to tok abt any..reached home only at 11..but wat i practically did was rotting.shant say y..sry lq for not turning up for e bbq..i tried to find e place..too big..

ur jus an acquaintance

2006-01-03T23:23:00.000-08:00

heres part of a chatlog:

[10:58:58 PM] ' what the favian 'want. more: i told john must go soccer this sunday

[10:59:04 PM] ' what the favian 'want. more: he say ns brought forward to friday

[10:59:17 PM] ??????????????????????? Chrisinho is my brazilian name!!=))): HAHA

[10:59:29 PM] ??????????????????????? Chrisinho is my brazilian name!!=))): i wonder if he is pei he us

[10:59:32 PM] ??????????????????????? Chrisinho is my brazilian name!!=))): or he really thot its real

[11:00:33 PM] If memories fade, i hope the feeling goes along too: eh...

[11:00:40 PM] If memories fade, i hope the feeling goes along too: you all bluff him it's friday ah?

[11:00:49 PM] ??????????????????????? Chrisinho is my brazilian name!!=))): ya

[11:00:54 PM] ??????????????????????? Chrisinho is my brazilian name!!=))): dun tell him

[11:01:09 PM] If memories fade, i hope the feeling goes along too: later his mum scold -_-'

[11:01:15 PM] ??????????????????????? Chrisinho is my brazilian name!!=))): haha

[11:01:19 PM] ??????????????????????? Chrisinho is my brazilian name!!=))): we tellin him on thurs

[11:01:20 PM] ??????????????????????? Chrisinho is my brazilian name!!=))): lol

[11:02:07 PM] If memories fade, i hope the feeling goes along too: -_-'... sometimes not good to be friends with you all...

[11:02:56 PM] ??????????????????????? Chrisinho is my brazilian name!!=))): ok

[11:03:00 PM] ' what the favian 'want. more: haha

[11:03:09 PM] ' what the favian 'want. more: i think he knows la

[11:03:21 PM] ' what the favian 'want. more: cos ch say le mah

Legend: Green = Chris ; Orange = Vian ; Red = Acquaintance
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wow..great..jus wen tml im going to haf e "farewell" gathering at seoul garden to bid them off to army..den i realised im not biddin off frens actually..lucky i realise this early..if not i wld b wastin my time n money..now my MOOD is totally SPOILED la..wth man..nv did i said i was frens wif u either..count as acquaintances is already more den enuff..fine..i got no mood anymore..i f***ing failed my marketin research test by gettin 19/50 den got 24/30 for my Operating Systems...i hope i will go tml..but im doubting now!freak.

2006-01-02T02:15:00.000-08:00

New Year Resolutions
•keep n cherish this relationship wif dear
•study hard
•save money
•excercise more

*tts all currently..once i tink of more i will write down...

a year has passed...

2006-01-01T23:38:00.000-08:00

finally lets welcome year2006...n let year 2005 be part of our history..
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!
dun feel lyk typin much today..will post it nxt time..

sometime life is lyk tossing coin..wen u wan to predict sth..u tossed it..its turns out to be heads...u mayb smiling..u mayb sad..but its always jus a prediction..but in fact..it might jus turn out to b tails too..e best is..i yet to find out thou..

nth much to say

2005-12-31T01:00:00.000-08:00

only thing to say is i miss u..really alot..hope to celebrate e new year wif u ya?=)))congrats tt u won two prizes during prom..hoped u had a great time ya..=)))

wished i cld turn back time

2005-12-30T02:24:00.000-08:00

Ur stupid to haf said those things..now ur regretting..now seein her lyk this makes u cryin deep inside..CHRIS CHRIS CHRIS..can u use ur BRAINS nxt time..so disappointed with u, CHRIS..now u betta tink of a way to make her smile...now im here givin u a chance to use mi to say wat u wan to say..

**Just for you**

waiting every moment..waiting every second..
the ring that i awaits the most..
simply ur image appearing on my phone..
thats enough to make my day..

your smiles, laughters...
in fact...
seeing U is already more than enough..

but now...
an act of impulse..
an act so costly..
that it took everything away..

im crying..my heart is crying..

right now..
the smiles..the messages..
i wish they could all come back..
with a simple "I LOVE YOU"

my fault my fault my fault

2005-12-30T00:21:00.000-08:00

its all my fault alrite..i always blame u..i always nag at u..i always say things tt u dun lyk to hear..im so sorry den..im always "bz"..but im oso e one feeling bored..im sorry den..i shall nt gif any comments den..im sorry..
was my thots ever spared?BLA!
im so sorry...
u always say u will...but u always didnt..

im a PIG

2005-12-29T20:58:00.000-08:00

practically i slpt till 1plus den wake up..eat n played comp awhile..den wen to watch tv n eat again..den watch tv..den now im here using comp again..!!bla!been rottin at home these days..well...well..well...new year is coming..but no money is coming!haha..mayb i will post abit ltr..now i got nth to say..jus wan to say i miss u..

.

2005-12-29T01:38:00.000-08:00

was so angry wif someone tt i dont know..tt made girl waited so long n almost missed e last train la!i felt so useless la..dun even haf even money to send girl home by cab..had to made her take train..
忠言逆耳 tts wat i wan to summerise..ppl do worry..no mood to cont say anything..im jus practically rottin at home!bla!y not jus kill mi or shoot mi in e head!

Take Care Benny...(oh ya..quite sad la..benny flown to aussie)
Happy Birthday to Alvina...

Wat it turned out to b a crazy party!!!

2005-12-27T00:07:00.000-08:00

its was so boring till last nite where it all began..e story starts wif....6.30pm..met up n set off for wl's christmas party..on e bus..suddenly realised tt we werent properly attired..shld haf dressed more nicely i guess..den reached there..played a rd of pool n started to feast on da food!but we haf only one rd of serving..haha..cant finish e food yet..den i tink wl father or somebody was there tellin e ppl..u guys betta start eatin ah..b4 i ask these ppl(refers to us) to sup everything away..haha!den we sat down..listen to performances..n created atmosphere by cheering n b spontaneous..haha..young generation r more active i shld say..wow..got a girl named i dunno how to spell..but its pronounced as gen-nif..played e canon in d n the myth song..not bad..okay..afterall..ask benny ask no but didnt..haha..den indeed after all e guests haf had their share on da food..its our turn to sup everything le.wooohooo...den after that..played another rd of pool..DEN E GREATEST HORROR OF ALL TIME CAME!!!absolute vodka was spotted..we brought it out of e function room n played indian poker...horror man..i played many many rds w/o losing..wished i cld lose..den to my horror..TADA!!!wat a one time lost is enuff..one 3/4 cup pure vodka belongs to chris the PRO..haha..gosh..wosh..finish it..wif not much prob..den was feelin light already!!weeee..den somebody..i dunno who..suggested n brought down e martel!!!wth man!!tempted..i played n lose somemore..n drank a couple of cups..wah..by den i am already "flying" le..haha..went into e function room to PARTY!!!cant believe tt i was actually dancin i tink...WTH..but e feelin was really really v great..jus lettin out everything n party ur heart out..wosh...im lyk crazy alr inside..den somehow i scramble my way back to wl hse..n landed in e sofa bed..den after a while of restin..got a feelin i wld vomit..so i quickly go to e toilet to prepare..i DID vomit =.= this is where e bad pts of gettin too high after drinking..haha..n i was talkin wif girl on e phone all e way n not noeing wat i was saying..sry ah..den boom..i laid on e sofa n there i go soundly aslp..till 5 plus am i woke up to check whether girl got call or msg mi not..yupps..n i reply her after tt n went into e room to disturb a few guys..haha.guese they all cant slp..all on e verge of vomitin..den they started to vomit i guess..den i oso begin my journey to vomit..E FEELING SO AWFUL la...wished i had a hot towel n girl ard there..but nono..i had none..gosh..wanted to go prata hse to eat prata de..but my energy level was totally low n head was kinda heavy too..took mi great pains to reach home wif e help of great determination..woosh..reached home..msg girl n went for a wink..woke up n went to find her le..spent half of e day doing nth much..nth actually..till i did sth v v bad..blame my itchy hands tt played wif e flower balloon..n i burst e stick of e flower..AHH!!!REALLY V V SRY..DIDNT MEAN TO!!gosh..can somebody jus chop of my hand..den eat abit choco..pretty nice..swt!tts abt all..
n oh ya..benny is leavin in a day time or abit more..gosh..my 6yrs fren..now is leavin for aussie n not comin back!!!oh man..kkaes..shall tok abt it another time..super super long post..to be continued....haha..nites guys!

MERRY MERRY XMAS EVERYONE!

2005-12-25T15:47:00.000-08:00

yupps..its christmas!!!glad tt my efforts brought on a pleasant surprise for her..tt makes mi content=))) yes..im here lazin ard at home..basically doing nth..finally got my hands on e comp..so decided to blog to past some time..hmm.i hope u guys enjoy this day n always remember to share e love to everyone..lil lil bits of concern here n there makes a big big difference..haf a white xmas guys!!!n anitcipate e arrival of a new year..YEAR 2006!!!woohoo..may it b a great year for everyone!!!kkaes..im bored till i got nth to say anymore..
is this christmas?i wonder....

x'mas eve

2005-12-24T19:05:00.000-08:00

started the day off by playin soccer..tinking tt i wld b gg out ltr..wat a great start this wld b..den after tt i learnt tt i am nt gg out anymore..i see..but its only e beginning..den i was informed tt tml nite oso nt free..great..was pretty affected after tt..my white x'mas turns out to b lyk this..sometimes suddenly wan to meet..sometimes suddenly not meeting..my frens told mi is better to plan..but i tink..how am i supposed to do so..there n there im tryin to gif u a white xmas..but..nvm den..i hope u enjoy urself...im gg to church wif u tml..but now im tinkin..tink im feelin much betta now..
merry x'mas eve guys..hope u guys haf a white xmas..n an enjoyable one too..
all i wan for x'mas...is...

sweet!

2005-12-22T22:58:00.000-08:00

happy 1 mth!

its jus so sweet..i love u dear..

today's xml test almost can get full marks!!!AIYA..lack tt one feature of rowspan..tt i spend lyk 30mins doing it and still dunno how to do..haha..tts abt it..today my class got gift xchange..got 2person gif condoms as gift..i wonder who got e gift den gd luck..haha..dun waste it wor!!HAHA!well..i got a photo frame..i didnt get wq's cookies..haiya..haha..wanted tt..anw..great day with great future ahead waitin..love!

sickkk

2005-12-21T00:13:00.000-08:00

ahh..im down wif flu now!!!n kinda coughing oso!bla!sickening!tired and weak now=(
summary of today
-got back biz comm results 35/50
-dun really noe how to do e MR test..dunno can pass anot..
-sent girl to work
-bla!!!!

dun haf much mood..xmas is coming real soon..am i regrettin wat i bought...

AHHH!!!awWw..

2005-12-18T23:25:00.000-08:00

i cldnt get to slp yday nite..ha!slpt at 4 plus..gosh..woke up at 9am to play soccer..by e time all came..10plus liao..hahah..wanted to go to expo to fetch girl..but den realised that she didnt managed to wake up to go..haha..den bought chilli crab for her..and mi too la..aha..nice nice!den wanted to go town but she forgotten abt it..haha..nvm abt it..den wen i was going home tt time..something DISASTROUS happened!!!!i was at southview lrt station den i "play play" wif my phone awhile..nxt stop is cck le..den after a moment..i heard "NEXT STOP SOUTHVIEW"..den i immediately "woke up" from my state of blurrness and think abt it..wasnt i already at southview..how come nxt stop still southview..den i realised my greatest horror!!!OH NO...i missed my cck stop and its going back!!!!AHHH!!!!omg...gosh la..i haf to alight at southview and change to e other side..den go back cck.. #@*&%)@%$#) tts all abt today..took some pics..shall share some..

awWw..i love this photos simply..and of coz..i love her too!nites everyone!!!

3 man shopping "))

2005-12-17T23:34:00.000-08:00

today went to town wif bapoh..den saw a lambo outside e Hello store..wow..really coolness..den walk ard shop ard..till 6pm den went to bugis to meet ch..shopped ard bugis..nth much there..there more suitable for my class xmas xchange..$5-$10..haha...but nv see anything nice..den eat there den decided to go back town to shop..was kinda fruitful..it shall b a secret between e 3 big boys...haha..my plans sort of changed le..but still..lalala..tian ji bu ke xie lou..i saw converse shoes havin great sales..wanted to buy but but but..nxt time nxt time..haha..girl went to work today..n shes so tired..but i cant b there to carry her..will massage her nxt time i see her..hmmm..feel like watchin king kong!wen will i meet her...

e twist

2005-12-16T07:14:00.000-08:00

y do ppl leave?simply becos no one asked them to stay behind=)
today watched e wu chu cai hong finale..fantastic man..an endin tt made my heart cry...e twist tt i didnt expect..as wat yoyo in e show said..in order to get e greatest glory and e greatest dreams,a greatest love was sacrificed...is tt wat they call fair..hmm..pt to ponder..anw..was v touching..it made mi tink for a while and finally..i wan to say i love u very much..
this comin week wld b xmas week..woohoo..haf a great week guys..

AH!!!!!!!!!!!ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!

2005-12-15T23:52:00.000-08:00

BLA!!!!wat has gotten into mi!!!
ah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
im havin wierd mood swings..sry girl..sry..
im so f-up...n i haf a test tml..so wat i score 45/50 for xml..but i f e rest..OS is such a boring shit tt i dun understand a shit!!!!!and im gg to take this shit test tml..
forgive mi for my mood..

FULL!!!v v v FULL!!!

2005-12-11T22:15:00.000-08:00

after a few days of mia..finally i am back here blogging!yday had SIT sports compy..took part in e soccer categories..supposed to meet at 7.45 and register at 8..but i woke up at 8am..haha..den chiong to school le..den played 2 matches in total..others play 3..is totally wth..they say they can calculate wat shit...but its unfair wat..lame lame lame!!!den we lost our first match and won our second..but i tink e chances of gg into e semis is lil..unless we haf our 3rd match..our class capt ball team..play abt 6 matches i tink..win one..walkover one..lost e rest oso got into top 4..now haf to fight for 3rd or 4th placing..

toking abt today..woke up early to find girl..den went to her ah yi hse to dye her hair..haha..i was lyk stranded there..no one to tok to..nth to do..other den listen..hmph..den saw all e high high rank ppl..reminds mi of my mother side too..they tok e same way..buy those snacks..aiya..looks lyk la..haha..den went to eat dinner wif them tgt at yishun blk 289 there..wow..so full lo..got lyk so many dishes..i still go for second plate of rice..gosh..shldnt haf done tt..im fat!!!she helped mi shelled a mai pian xia.sweet!!!v v full la..quite nice..and i had to walk home..haha..kinda ulu ulu one..dark dark..so so far..but okay la..gd for digestion i guess..almost vomitted there..now okay le..love!

this week haf two tests!!(dun say i nv inform hor=)))hahaha...one on tues and one on friday..bla!!!benny flew away le..back on 23rd dec..and he is gg to aussie soon too..hmmm..

2005-12-08T00:43:00.000-08:00

today ah..after school..wen to eat..realise e samuel actually dota too!find one day must qie chuo..scaly he own mi.lol..den after tt..wen to girl hse..practically didnt do much there..other den eat dinner?den went town for a short while..den went home..hmph..jus now online..zh say bapoh comp die le..sad sad sad..haha..anyhow reformat la..haha..den finally got e bbq pics..wee...nice pics..aha..had a wierd conversation wif ** and ch..haha...lalala..aiya..nth much le..girl tml gg out wif her frens..hmmm..den i shall either go home or slp in nite lecture den..bla!i didnt run today..fat fat fat..sad..kkaes..nite everyone..

one king!one queen!e rest?hee..

bla...

2005-12-06T20:26:00.000-08:00

today was pretty much e same..but i run abit more today..pretty tired i guess..i can watch tv and fall aslp..den now jus wake up..nth much to say....girl been real bz recently..and she alr got a job..dunno whether she gonna work tt anot..up to her den..hmm..she say tt she will b back home quite late today..e stars in e sky..pls help mi look after her..thx!k la..i hope to see girl soon=)))take care everyone and rest well..

jus another day~

2005-12-05T23:06:00.000-08:00

nth much to say today..pretty simple day..went to school..went home..went to run..eat..watch TXY finale..write my résumé..bla!till wen i receive a call frm girl..shes not free tml, so not meeting mi..hmph..suddenly felt abit xin suan..mayb becos i miss her alot..well..shall wait till shes free den..soccer compy is gettin nearer and nearer each day..is this SAT..so far 22 teams haf participated le..im stuck here le..dunno wat to cont..tink im not in e right mood to blog ba..shall blog nxt time..end off wif a pic ba...

Miss you~

BackK!

2005-12-04T22:09:00.000-08:00

wat a wonderous weekend i had..felt so relaxed and played so much..friday after school went to get ch's pressie den proceed to chalet..we r supposed to meet at 5.30pm...we end up reaching e chalet abt 10+..fast rite we?den once i entered e chalet..i was lyk :0..my jaw fell and i was..so "BIG" sia..hard to move ard somemore..i went up e stairs..ONLY 1 ROOM!!and e room is so BIG oso..dot dot dot..den i got bored and decided to call girl..chit chatted..till phone no batt and she wen to slp..she say can gamble but not too big..so okay..wen to gamble after e call..e game we play is call <>newly invented..super exciting..is each person picks one card..and e biggest card wins..e smallest card pays e biggest card..for example i got queen and i won..so i will get $1.20..one point 10cent..haha..den clear e "debts" every 10 rounds to avoid confusion..den found tt draw one card no kick..decided to play 2 cards betta..haha..den after a while..added a joker in..e joker is 20pts..so its worth $2..haha...den for e finale..we played 5 cards..tt round i lost..=((( a round tt took $6 away..sobs..but i am still e overall winner..won abt $10 i tink..or close to $10..but i used it to pay for e vodlka..haha..drink till abit giddy..got one person drink till cmi..and slpt..lol..bdae boy(chiu hao) drank some cups of wat we mixed..haha..den we played indian poker till we finished e whole bottle..den we wen out to buy drink..so thirsty and stuffy in e chalet..den after we chill outside..we went back to chalet..and lie ard e room..some in e living room..i went into e room and disturb their slp..haha..we played lame game..one theme i remembered was name animals wif 4 legs..den we name name name..till my fren got stuck and he kept tinking..till we all fall aslp..but i cant slp..so at 7am i tink..decided to leave le..den after that wen to girl hse..slp abit..den went to e bbq!wosh!i nv even cook a single thing..but i got help kkae!i help to eat..haha..so i officially introduced girl to them..yupps..seem them finally after a yr..for some even longer..some haf drastic changes..cldnt recognise..hahas..of coz its change for the betta...wen to buy water at east coast..half way thru saw my frens who said..den u see wu chao pai...den u got tricked liao..i was tinkin y?haha..so i carried on..till i see lotsa of restuarants..got one restuarant name was no signboard seafood!den i got my fren meaning of wu chao pai..yupps..i cldnt find water there..den i walked back to e bbq pit..back at e half way pt..i saw a VENDING MACHINE in coasta sands..i was lyk..DUH!!!so i finally got wat he say..and he didnt tell mi!BLA!after tt..went back to bbq pit..take pics..and had a yam seng..felt nice for tt..den went home...after tt..e nite was sweet!LALA..my phone was dead le..show u some of e pics i took..

Tada!tts e vodlka!

Tts e bdae boy half naked..e shirt is on e fan!:P

Girls r e "cookers" =))So many ppl!

e guys!(some not ard)

Gd nites everyone!enjoy e pics..hope we meet again soon!

thx for everything..happy bdae ch!

i love you,hongfang!

simply cant slp

2005-12-02T03:11:00.000-08:00

i jus cant get to bed..after i hang e phone..(was chatting wif girl)..i tossed and turned for v long..den concluded tt i cant slp..so got up and switched on e comp..played abit of game..finish e peach vodlka..hoping it cld make mi tired..but actually..dunno lei..hope tt i can slp after this..mayb i am too excited abt e chalet..finally..girl is not gg chalet..will b mi gg only..den she is gg for e bbq!haha..i tink only a few girls r going..haha..they lyk not interested in comin to catch up wif time..see how well each other is doing..i miss every1..miss those sec school days..miss those soccer after school days..no stress at all..well..nowadays..kip on being nag nag nag..so sian..i wished i had money too rite..haha..whos gonna yang mi??all applicants can drop mi a msg..den can come for interview...guarrenteed job..haha..kkaes..time for mi to try to go lala land!nites everyone..cya guys during chalet..

Chalet is tml!

2005-12-01T11:59:00.000-08:00

yay...finally..after another yr..chalet is here again..but its kinda lame..first nite at pasir ris coasta sands..den second nite is out in east coast let moonlight scorch..haha..suddenly v excited..i wonder y..jus now still so sian..mayb becos of her words..haha..dunno..dun tell u..so not going to stay over at first nite..but will stay till as late as possible..haha..den stay over for second nite..bla!now no mood for tml school le...hahas...i am cravin for soccer..didnt play for soOo long!!!hmmm..got lyk so much to say..but dunno wat to say...hahas..hmmm..i tink i shall blog again after my chalet..love!

today is tues!

2005-11-29T11:58:00.000-08:00

today had biz comm ica3 at 8am..soOo cold..wosh..wen i finish e paper there is still 40mins left..slp slp slp..haha..not v hard thou..whether can score not..didnt bother to check..hahas..i jus realise i eat chicken for both lunch and dinner..wow..didnt noe tt..hahas..nvm..its nice..nice chicken soup...wonder y u dun lyk..haha..if its my own hse i wld finish all le..hahas..i v shy one..hahas..tml is an early release day..yet..not a day for date for mi..girl is not free..hmph..wat shld i do tml..hmm..dunno..jus learnt tt girl cant go to chalet either..haiz..thou sort of mentally prepared..but still if only..now lyk all e bills start comin in..and mum wills tart to nag nag nag..lala..i wished i am rich too..oh well..hahas..okay..cant tink of anymore things to say..shall stop here..i wonder wen can i go out wif girl again..hmmm..miss ya!

meet the "fockers"

2005-11-28T23:03:00.000-08:00

actually..is meeting her aunt..haha..went her aunt hse to eat dinner..wierd huh..her mother ask mi go one..hahas.wen i saw her aunt..i was tinkin..wat shld i call?shld i call auntie not?ltr abit bad..den e aunt say call ah yi..den she propaganded mi by saying faster faster..call ah yi..den i was so blurr den orh..hello ah yi..den they all laugh..make mi so ps..hahas..den i as usual called her mum auntie..den eat there..watch tong xin yuan there..den went cwp for awhile den she went home wif her family and i went home too!hmm..tml morning haf test..some standard english test seh..wonder if my english zai not..hahas..nvm..dun tink i am studyin for it..lyk so spastic..haha..k la..today quite fun in school..duh..my class so rich..out of 21 ppl..6 carrying ipods..3 ipod mini, 2 ipod video(PS:so fast they haf liao). and 1 ipod nano(PS:tts mi!:P)..haha..if only i am rich too!too bad i am not..so broke..chalet coming up too..money how?mayb i will pick up some tml..shall split wif her..=)))kk..shall stop here..end wif one of e pic we took today..

wonderful morning but rest of day was =.=

2005-11-27T21:43:00.000-08:00

TADA!there!tts e ONLY token i got from her..haha..but its suffice..wonder shld i eat not..or how shld i kip it..finally get to meet her..in the morning..at 9plus..went for mac breakfast at cwp..den went to her hse to....cannot say..if not ltr her mother no face..LOL..jking..den she took some costumes to return..den we left e hse..and she went to church le..den i wondered ard jurong pt..play awhile of arcade..went in a few shops..den came back to yishun..went to northpoint..went in some shops again..both shopping center lackin of sth..haha.bleah!den got bored..walkin ard to many places alone..so went home..den i went out to eat wif my dad..fish n chips!den..i packed my room abit...actually..cleaning too..wont b so dusty..but didnt get to meet her after her training..hmm..im so bored la..duh!chalet coming..jus realise tt she is not free to go e bbq=(((wonder if she is free to go on fri to sat..hmmm..dunno..okay..wat shld i say now..i haf no idea..tml is another new week...new beginning..school work will get more bzier i guess..bla!cant wait for term break..hahas..although is jus a week...betta den nth..haha..shall blog again..gd nites everyone!and oh ya!TAG MY BOARD!!!its slping..HAHA..=)))

mixed emotions

2005-11-26T21:07:00.000-08:00

guess wat..shes back le..reached home alr..glad she is safe and sound at home now..well..dun really noe wat i am feeling now..how i am feeling now..or how to describe it..after waiting for so many days..jus been waiting for today..this very moment..but i nd not go find her..ha..feeling wierd now..tink i will b alrite ltr..wanted to play some games to calm myself..but practically theres nth..so decided to blog..today was 2hrs late for bball..haha!so went there to play for less den 30mins?nvm..den went to northpoint to eat and play arcade b4 going home..wanted to go my fren's hse to play mahjong den go find her..guess everyone kinda tired..decided to rest at home..jus realise..chalet is nxt weekend..my JC frens r going army on Jan..so fast..well..things arent the same as in e past..so haf to cherish every moment we spend wif anyone..wat shld i do now???i really dunno..mayb i shld jus go and drink e lil bit of peach vodka tt vian gave mi and tipsy myself..and go to bed..or mayb i shld do something else..someone direct mi wat to do?there wont b soccer this week..nvm abt it..even thou i wanted to play..but i wanted to see u even more..wonder if u noe..tml is sunday..everynoe noes tt..nvm..shant mention anything abt it..e higher e hopes..e greater e disappointment..i am listenin to more than words now..jus felt lyk listening to it now..i tink i shall stop here for today..nth to add on..thx blog for being here..=)))

More Than Words
Saying 'I Love you' is not the words
I want to hear from you
It's not that I want you not to say
But if you only knew
How easy it would be to show me how you feel
More than words is all you have to do
To make it real then you wouldn't have to say
That you love me I'd already know
What would you do if my heart was torn in two
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say if I took those words away
Then you couldn't make things new
Just by saying I love you
More than words
More than words
Now I've tried to talk to you
And make you understand all you have to do is close your eyes and just reach out your hands And touch me hold me close
Don't ever let me go
More than words is all I ever needed you to show
Then you wouldn't have to say
That you love 'cause I already know

i miss u

2005-11-26T03:20:00.000-08:00

kinda tired now..but still wish to blog b4 i slp..as e title said..i miss u..finally..i get to msg u today..10+ msgs..i am contented alr..i cant wait for ur return..which is tml nite..hmm..hope u can reach sg early den i can go find u..tml morning..which is ltr..they r playin bball..haha..hmm..shld i go or not?if i go..i wld probably b late..if i dun go..i tink i will go run instead..i dunno..ltr wake up den decide ba..now only can tink of u..she bought mi a heart-shaped sweet..according to her msg..sweet!well..ur return wld be e greatest gift..but where r my other gifts?hahas..kl a..i not so greedy one..hahas...finally..my soccer team is formed..FINALLY man..made up of mi alvin vian ah hao and 3 more from vian class..tt makes up to 7..^^but den the team name..i wanted galacticos..coz it sound fierce..but den it became BIT..meaning BI + IT..zZz..k la..doesnt matter..wat matters is e honor..i wan to win this yr..at least win sth..but its gonna be tough..went running again today..to start trainin for e compy..but den..stamina still as lousy..10dec is e 1st round..got abt 2 weeks to train..if we make it..den 14dec will be finals..tts abt it..tink i shld slp..anything else to say shall blog ltr..nites everyone!hugs!

My First Blog Post

2005-11-25T01:10:00.000-08:00

Welcome guys,this is my first blog.Was using geocities.com..wonder y did i changed..probably,this can keep my past posts..and its easier to keep memories=))) sry for noob template..but i will improve..gif mi a few days:)

A few things i wanna jot down...

Firstly, i am missing u lots..(PS:this might b mushy..)its making mi crazy..cant wait for u to come back from malaysia..i am feelin so empty these nites..lookin at past pics..blah blah blah..i did receive ur sms..one wen u jus step into malaysia..and another one wen ur at genting..u told its v cold up there..i hope my jacket is of some help..but i wished i was there..holding on to e handband..looking at tt photo..its e only way to ease mi..i guess..i wonder..time walks nowadays..going to school..going home..nth much else..my phone is quiet these days..and i msged u too..i wonder if u received?wonder....

Secondly,school obviously started...As and Os ended..happy for my frens..they havin hols..enjoying..but guys going army too!LOL...soon my turn..gosh!well...tryin to do betta this sem..i HOPE i will do alot of catching up..coz i basically didnt listen to lectures..LOL..oops..

Thirdly,imagine cup has been dropped..due to some reasons..innsufficient members?lol..simple as that..the thing tt is up wld be the SIT sports compy..this time..i wonder will i experience the same problem..i wan to form a strong team to play to a certain stage..but...i will try to find members?i try..i really hope IF i could win..=))

Fourthly,i am so broke these days..wif chalet upcoming..blah blah blah..where to get money?unless..someone willing to be my sugar mummy...anyone?hahas..christmas is jus a mth time away too..need to save some money..haf to cut down on entertainment..and eat less too..i am getting soOo fat...i will start running..actually i started irregular runs..lol..will improve..will..

Forget abt those,nxt week..i got 2 icas..hopefully..easy and can score..erm..chicken little coming up too...r we watching?hahas!!watched a couple of movies recently..emily rose and harry potter..both was okay...not say bad..not say lousy..becoz e company was fanatastic..wat movie oso become nice movie!hahas..

Okok..feeling much better now den b4..after distracting myself to blog..after which..i tink i will cont to tink of u..and feel bleah..gotta get rdy to go to bed..and hopefullly if tml morning can wake up..den i shall go for a run again"))Nites ppl..gd nite gal...swt dreams!